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10 November 2007 @ 04:14 pm
Okay, so, movie marathon night at Buck's on Halloween was rather lame. The only thing I found entertaining out of it was seeing Flint dressed as a drag queen before he went out trick-or-treating. Quite a site that was. The first movie we saw was Nosferatu. It was so cheesy. I guess people way back whenever found it rather enjoyable to watch those sort of things.

The second movie, however, is where I fell asleep.

House on Haunted Hill

I don't know how Buck managed, but I ended up falling asleep leaning on his shoulder. So boring.

Oh well. I guess it's better than trick-of-treating with someone who went as a drag queen. Rather embarrassing to fall asleep, though, let alone leaning on their shoulder.
Current Mood: aggravatednot amused
15 September 2007 @ 07:11 pm
I might as well admit it, get it off my chest, and if I feel anymore stressed about it, I'll shoot myself.

Buck, I like you a lot, and I wish we were more than just the good friends we are.

...yeah...time to go shoot myself.
Current Mood: anxiousanxious
11 September 2007 @ 05:25 pm
I don't want to keep my emotions hidden anymore, but what would they think if I told them that I really liked them? Would they think different of me?
Current Mood: distresseddistressed
29 August 2007 @ 05:26 pm
You really shouldn't say shut up to people who are younger than you. Not even I do that.
Current Mood: disappointeddisappointed
11 August 2007 @ 06:51 pm
Sorry I've been gone for such a lot time. My computer broke down for a little bit...

Anyway I tried using Explosion a lot while battling at the battle tower. Apparently, no one wants to battle with me anymore, which is good for me. But actually is bad for my "job" because now the people who control the whole battle tower are mad at me for doing what I did.

And I'm tired of all the boy trainers going for me for the way I dress. I mean, isn't there someone who likes me for who I am? Not just friend-wise either...

As much as I don't like people...boys...well, nevermind.
Current Mood: crappycrappy
01 August 2007 @ 11:04 am
I really don't like trainers at the battle tower... I wish they wouldn't even come up to me.

What don't they get when I have a big scowl on my face, basically telling them I don't want to battle with them?

You know, I'm going to keep bringing my Electrode to use Explosion now.
Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated
30 July 2007 @ 11:18 am
...sometimes I wish I could just make sure everyone around me would just leave me alone.

I hate everyone.
15 July 2007 @ 06:31 pm
...Riley was straight. I know his boyfriend is Byron, but don't you just wish he was straight? I mean, he's very good looking, Riley. Yeah, it's sort of funny to like a gay man, but...Riley's sort of...well, cute. He could possibly be bi too. You...never know.

...I hope he doesn't see this...

...anyway, I'm almost at my record of 21 wins at the battle tower. I can soon get the Eevee I wanted...I'd really like a Jolteon, but I know I have to wait until Eevee gets a higher level to evolve it, but I'm going to train it a lot.

Current Mood: determineddetermined
12 July 2007 @ 08:41 pm
I forgot to update this because I've been busy, but two days ago I um. "Hung out" with Buck somewhere. We decided to go to the resort area, where there was a restaurant open, and even though I thought Buck wasn't the type to go there... he went anyway. He seemed rather excited to go. Like, very. Because well. I'm not sure. Maybe because he just wanted to eat. I was rather hungry too...

So we went to the resort area. I looked like a normal person from there, but Buck seemed to stand out like a pink daisy in a field of white ones. Some people looked at him weirdly, but he didn't seem to mind. He was really eccentric though, and I was still my quiet self, just following him to the restaurant.

Buck was kind of loud at the restaurant, but I can't say I didn't expect that. People looked at us mad, and I just slouched in my seat as he kept on talking and talking about Stark Mountain and various other things. I just kept quiet, acting as if I were listening. I didn't want to say anything, because he seemed to like to talk about that stuff. So I nodded at everything he said. I'm guessing he noticed what I was doing though for he asked if he was talking too much about himself. I...was honest and said he was. Then he asked me what I do with my spare time.

...I didn't answer. I couldn't. It wasn't his business what I do... but that wasn't actually the right thing to do. For, the first time in a while, he teased me how I was so quiet. I was so embarrassed being there with him at that time. He kept teasing me until I finally snapped back and said something to him for a change. He hesitated, then laughed. I was wondering why he was laughing, especially if it was at me. I asked him if it was at me and he said:

"No, I was trying to get something out of you! See, you don't have to be quiet all the time!" And he smirked.

...I didn't realize I actually did that until he said that. I guess that's one of the reasons he's been teasing me all this time. To help me say something back... I wasn't sure though.

Well, after we ate, we hung out with our Pokemon for a while in the resort area. I brought out my Arcanine and Weavile, and he had his Umbreon. We just walked around with them, and looked at the various things around the area. It was nice...we just talked about our Pokemon and different stuff about Sinnoh.

At the end of the day, it was time to head back to the battle tower. Before we left, I said something I thought I'd never say, especially to Buck... I said, "We make good friends, don't we?"

He kind of didn't say anything at first, looking away, but then he looked at me and grinned, saying we do.  I had a nice time today, Buck. Maybe we can hang out again soon...
Current Mood: happyhappy
08 July 2007 @ 03:43 pm
Well today I ended up making a deal with someone to get an Eevee. I have to win at the battle tower with someone 3 sessions(21 rounds). They said if I can do that, they'll give me an Eevee. I hope they're not lying, because I'd really like a Jolteon.

Buck, really. You're... well, I don't know. You gave me another angry look today. I'm sorry about complaining about your teasing, okay? I guess I just have to suck it up more and get a backbone like you.

...but can't you just accept that I'm quiet and like to be quiet? So what if I think I'm better than most people? I.. just think I am, okay?
Current Mood: stressedstressed